sometimes i can't understand
Journal Entry: Sat Feb 2, 2008, 7:57 PM
- Reading: Sarah Adel Songs
"Sow a thought, reap an action;
Sow an action, reap a habit;
Sow s habit, reap a character;
Sow character, reap a destiny"
Sometimes you need to cry,
No one is there to ask you why,
Sometimes you're so depressed,
You need someone to make things the best,
Sometimes you feel afraid,
No one to hug you to make your fears fade,
Sometimes you feel like falling apart,
You need someone to be your second part,
Sometimes you're so excited,
No one is there to make you more delighted,
Sometimes you are in a mess,
You need someone to make you feel his princess,
Sometimes you're so ill,
No one is there to give you the pill,
A lot of times come and you're alone,
You need to feel that you're not on your own.
I can't understand life anymore,
A lot of things I have to ignore,
However, I have to think of other things,
Think deeply...things don't seem as one thinks,
Sometimes I'm depressed by just the thought,
A lot of changements are thought,
Then comes a thin string of hope crawling,
On a wide floor on which darkness falling,
I wonder if it can do anything,
It's like a baby without a thing,
Except for its pure soul and an angel's face,
In which I stare at finding of hate no trace,
The baby tries to wipe my tears,
Hoping to pull me out of my fears,
He's whispering in my ears,
Encouraging me to defeat these tears,
As they became a monster,
Eating me alive satisfying its hunger,
He's asking me to believe in my self,
And allow my dreams to leave the shelf,
I really want to succeed,
And find the life which I understand and need.
